Why now?
Losing my other companion Giant my baby, baby my baby, or JJ was really tough.
Couldn't you be separated from Foxy? He left us less than a month ago!
You were trying to tell me that you were leaving us,
but I couldn't believe it.
We woke up this Sunday morning, and you were clinging to me.
You followed me wherever I went, then you made me follow you wherever you want.
You were trying to find a place to rest in peace, and I was following you trying to support you, to tell you how much we love you.
I saw a tear dropping from one of your eyes, I softly removed it and I asked why?!
You were trying to show me that we were living the last minutes of your presence.
And still I didn't want to accept this fact.
I felt your great fear. Was it that scary what you were passing through? Is it so scary the passage you were taking?
I hugged you to help reduce that fear, and you relaxed! Is it because you felt that I am close to you or because you lost the ability to fight?
What a feeling of emptyness without you!! A great void!!